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SIMON WINSOR. 27. 6'0''. CAUCASIAN. VOCALIST. TRIVIA according to the author, juns, simon's voice is most similar to the lead vocalist of sick puppies'. simon has a habit of making up songs as he talks, especially when he's in a good mood. simon has abused drugs and sex in the past. when he gets extremely stressed, he shown to think about drugs again. extremely comfortable in his own skin. catch his naked ass at home so far, it's been shown that simon knows how to play the guitar and piano. simon has the worst diet, where he could eat hot dogs and drink sugary sodas all day if no one stops him. it's his metabolism and practices for concerts that has kept him well built though. simon is right handed.

PERSONALITY: if you've ever come face to face a labrador retriever pup, you've been prepared to meet simon winsor. a normally happy, bright eyed guy, simon has mastered smiling through anything. no matter what trouble he puts himself through, he is a perpetual smiler. and it becomes more apparent when he gets the opportunity to give that smile to others. a driven person, simon has always had his mind on his singing career and what could become of it. he may seem like a lazy slacker, but put simon to the test and he will do anything to achieve his goal. he can be found curled up in his office chair, writing songs away often. being a perpetual smiler, simon usually ends up bottling a lot of things up. in fear of worrying someone or putting his own troubles on someone else, he would rather hold everything in and deal with it on his own or not at all. he's a procrastinator in his own health, with bad eating habits and shit mental health. it's very obvious that simon is consistently craving attention and he's very dependent on his peers. he releases that stress in the form of physical affection or ignoring it in lieu of his peers. he's also extremely petty. he's so bad at confronting his own issues, his jealousy, his fears, that he finds another way to lash out in need of attention. when he's jealous, he's gone so far as to wait for his boyfriend on the couch, pantless. he's pretty shameless in it though it's pretty obvious no one's seen this side of him often. it's commonly reserved for lovers in bad situations. all in all though, simon is consistently growing to hopefully be a better person. trust is something that is extremely valuable and important to simon and he is trying his best to be open about everything that troubles him. he understands his accountability in situations and he's become more open (ch. 60+) with everything that goes on in his life. thrown in any loop, through any roller coaster, he will still do everything to keep those he loves close to him and he will always fight - as he always has. simon is a persistent, strong willed man who has had to pick between bad and worse options. BIO: simon winsor was born with music. he grew up with it, singing little tunes and learning to play the piano from his mother. for as long as simon can remember, music was a part of his life and he had no intention of seeking another profession. he wanted to sing, to be a star, to be where he rightfully belongs on stage. it was a no brainer. this was his calling, his gift. his life was a relatively good one, despite the death of his mother. a modern day Cinderella, he was antagonized by his step-brother and disliked by his step-mother, but it was fine - he had the escape of conor lee, his childhood best friend and simon's entire world. he taught conor to play the guitar, defended him in a racist world, and always ran to his side at the first availability in the times conor had been abused. growing up in a homophobic, racist town, it quickly became a world of conor and simon - and they quickly became each other's world. they fell in love, fell harder as they grew up, and it made everything crash harder when conor decided to break up with simon. in a recent kidnapping by a local homophobic and racist gang, conor's dreams were crushed when his bound hands were obliterated. he had no more ability to play the guitar and timing couldn't be worse as simon just signed with one of the biggest names in music. ptsd riddled and burdened by simon's seemingly easy success, while conor had been knocked back his entire life, conor walked out of simon's life. so simon fell, like a music cliché. he slept his way to the top to move his career along faster. with no conor to ground him, simon did whatever he could to reach his music career goals and he did. he debuted his first album, enjoyed the thrill of the stage, and all he had to do were sexual favors. at first, it was unwanted - it disgusted him. and in the end, he ended up numb to it, video taped and blackmailed by his record label in case simon fucked up. he took heroin as it was given, he slept with people in wigs reminiscent of conor's long black hair. so conor re-entered his life, as a concert ruined simon's life. having hired a hitman - his step-brother - to find the person responsible for ruining conor's career, he ended up being an accomplice to murder when a body dropped to the ground from a beer instead of confetti. accused of murder himself, simon dived into jail and only left due to a lack of evidence. with legal fees and of course, the end of his contract with the record company, simon's been laying low as he tries to fix himself and his relationships.

( codes by whambam )